May 4, 2003
I was looking at my tracker earlier and noticed something odd. I got a visitor from PoE, it seems. I haven't been around there for so long, I was surprised to see it. I figured that place would be pretty dead by now (forum-wise, at least). Heck, even when I was there I knew I'd eventually have to leave. I'm too emotional and generally polite, you won't see me cursing at anyone. Someone like myself can't sit around in a flamewar forever. Some parts of PoE were fun, and some people I actually thought were intelligent... But there were a whole lot of others that were the opposite. I suppose if there's one thing that they would have to admit though is that I did something a lot of them couldn't do. When I said I wasn't going to respond I didn't, no matter how tempting it may have been. And when I was done going there I was done. I didn't go back. Though, when I left someone started e-mailing me. That was strange. Ne, it's weird to have someone e-mail you talking about how you should leave and such when you've already left, and that I didn't belong there and I should stop bugging them. I had to block that person's e-mail after a few times. Plus it's funny when people assume they know more than you. They really set themselves up to look stupid when you actually know what you're talking about. I'm certainly not going to let anyone talk down to me because I've decided to learn a lot of things that I don't necessarily need.
Speaking of which, I'm going to end up with another semester of Calculus, but that's ok. I'm only taking it because I want to. When I left high school I already had all the math that I needed for the rest of my life. I continued because I wanted to. Math is hard and I don't enjoy it, but I'm not going to quit just because of that. I'll finish it next time.
There are a ton of things I want to spend more time on. I want to work on my stories. I have my other pages. Of course I have a lot of schooling (I'll be at college for about 11 hours tomorrow). I still haven't figured out why I've been so tired lately. I don't feel that bad right now, but usually it seems I can't stay up very long. I go to my first class, and by the time I get to the second class I'm already completely worn out.
I'm hoping to go see X-Men 2 today. It should be ok. I hate when people expect too much from it though, especially when they complain about storylines. There's a bunch of X-Men storylines! It's like they make up something completely new everytime, why do they expect this to be different? Which storyline do they want it to follow? It's not supposed to follow the comic book and that's a good thing. I hope Nightcrawler isn't too bad. I like him, but I don't really like the look of the actor that plays him. To be honest, I think Nightcrawler is cute, so I was upset when his actor looks so bad. He's supposed to be a fuzzy blue guy! Of course, the character will still be charming (and hopefully priestly), but it's rare I like the look of someone, so when I didn't like how they made Nightcrawler I was very disappointed. It would be nice if somehow they made it perfectly like LoTR did. Everyone in that movie looks like they're the person they're playing.
And, still on the subject of Nightcrawler, this is both hilarious and cute.
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